Thursday, December 9, 2010

Eustace

We watched Narnia: Voyage of the Dawn Treader a couple of nights ago.
I love the Chronicles of Narnia.
In a deep, reckless manner.
If I could go anywhere,
anywhere...
I'd go to Narnia, in a heartbeat

As the movie began, I remembered why the Dawn Treader
is one of my favorites.
Because of this passage.

"But the lion told me I must undress first. Mind you, I don't know if he said any words out loud or not.


I was just going to say that I couldn't undress because I hadn't any clothes on when I suddenly thought that dragons are snaky sort of things and snakes can cast their skins. Oh, of course, thought I, that's what the lion means. So I started scratching myself and my scales began coming off all over the place. And then I scratched a little deeper and, instead of just scales coming off here and there, my whole skin started peeling off beautifully, like it does after an illness, or as if I was a banana. In a minute or two I just stepped out of it. I could see it lying there beside me, looking rather nasty. It was a most lovely feeling. So I started to go down into the well for my bathe.

But just as I was going to put my feet into the water I looked down and saw that they were all hard and rough and wrinkled and scaly just as they had been before. Oh, that's all right, said I, it only means I had another smaller suit on underneath the first one, and I'll have to get out of it too. So I scratched and tore again and this underskin peeled off beautifully and out I stepped and left it lying beside the other one and went down to the well for my bathe.

Well, exactly the same thing happened again. And I thought to myself, oh dear, how ever many skins have I got to take off? For I was longing to bathe my leg. So I scratched away for the third time and got off a third skin, just like the two others, and stepped out of it. But as soon as I looked at myself in the water I knew it had been no good.

Then the lion said - but I don't know if it spoke – ‘You will have to let me undress you.’ I was afraid of his claws, I can tell you, but I was pretty nearly desperate now. So I just lay flat down on my back to let him do it.

The very first tear he made was so deep that I thought it had gone right into my heart. And when he began pulling the skin off, it hurt worse than anything I've ever felt. The only thing that made me able to bear it was just the pleasure of feeling the stuff peel off. You know - if you've ever picked the scab off a sore place. It hurts like billy-oh but it is such fun to see it coming away...

Well, he peeled the beastly stuff right off - just as I thought I'd done it myself the other three times, only they hadn't hurt - and there it was lying on the grass: only ever so much thicker, and darker, and more knobbly-looking than the others had been. And there was I as smooth and soft as a peeled switch and smaller than I had been. Then he caught hold of me - I didn't like that much for I was very tender underneath now that I'd no skin on - and threw me into the water. It smarted like anything but only for a moment. After that it became perfectly delicious and as soon as I started swimming and splashing I found that all the pain had gone from my arm. And then I saw why. I'd turned into a boy again."
 



Pain is so. hard.
The pain I've experienced
has been. hard.
Yet somehow. has been
made. beautiful.
More so than I could have ever imagined.

(Typed while enjoying a luke warm thermos of Lady Earl Grey tea)

3 comments:

Annalise said...

Melissa.

This is quite possibly up there in my favoritist blog posts ever.

Ever ever, meaning all blogs, ever.

I love you.

Thank you.

(And that song is one of my favorites!)

Anonymous said...

I have never read the Narnia series or seen the movies and have very little interest in doing either...until reading this passage. So much to relate to and understand and tear up over. Thanks for sharing this at a time when I desperately needed it.

Anonymous said...

Also, I enjoyed the song immensely! Good pick!

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